Good days and not so good days...

I really don't know what to write here... I thought I would be able to come on here to try and understand my mood. To be honest... the majority of it is down to tiredness as I woke up extremely early this morning and I stayed awake till it was time for me to start work. The time is now 20:10 and I am feeling it, hopefully I should have a good sleep tonight but I won't go to bed too early.

So what is causing this, I don't know... there are things on my mind but not things that I can discuss here but just know that I will be alright... I will always be alright, even when it don't feel like it at the time... we're all like that! I don't let things get me down for too long and that's one of the best things about being "Gee!" Just had a thought... I always start these blogs with "I dunno what to write" yet I'm still able to give you enough content to keep you engaged, need to stop selling myself short... baby steps haha!

So yeah... I am feeling a way right now and I can't quite put my finger on it... I will continue on as I have been, going sleep...waking up... getting stuck in work and then eventually... things will just get better.

I have a couple people to talk to, I have music and I've got a few books to read... starting to get back on that, I MIGHT tell you what I've been reading... but then I might just keep that to myself too.

What has been going on with me? Well... nothing much, work is keeping me busy... I haven't got any days off between now and October so that is actually a good thing because it SHOULD in theory keep my mind occupied.... I did say "in theory" because look at how things are now lol! I've got to find something that I can do more often outside of work that will help take my mind of things. I started something the other day, I bumped into a friend... I say 'bumped' but I just happen to see her post something on LinkedIn and I haven't seen or spoken to her in ages... years even! She's looking for help in finding a job and it just so happens she's looking to get into Tech like me... and even more so, IT... she wants to do the same thing that I'm doing and I love that... I finally have someone that I can help, potentially mentor and guide her towards her goal! I love advising people when we talk about their work situation and we talk about how things could be better... if I can help in any way I can, I will. Glad I've got the opportunity to help my friend... Let's see what happens, I'll keep you updated in the next blog (please don't ask when it's coming out because I haven't got a clue - Ha!) I'll keep this one short and sweet whilst I focusing on changing my mood and mindset, if you're feeling a way too and you're reading this... it's going to get better, I promise you! That's how confident I am. God and the Universe are working together to get us through these times and onto something bigger and better, and in a strange way... I feel like we're supposed to go through it to get something greater at the other end.